Divorce... for sure.

I HATE BEING EIGHT because being eight just means you have to follow your mum around a hundred shops while she buys BORING things like toilet cleaner, vegetables, shampoo and a big sucky thing with a rubber ball on it to help her make gravy.

And she isn't even making gravy today which might have made it a little bit less stupid!

DAD HASNT COME HOME. (Last night I really thought he still would... but he hasnt)

Divorce for sure, Jess says. And then she went and played her M&M music really loud in her room which is what she does when she wants to be angry. She didnt want me in her room which was REALLY MEAN because I am angry and sad too so I need loud music.

I tried kicking her door until she let me in (that works usually) but mum yelled up from the kitchen so I had to stop.

So then i went to MY room to be angry.

I don't have any proper music so I listened to my favorite tape which is The Hobbit by JRR Tolkien ... REALLY LOUD.

Jess is stupid. This doesnt help AT ALL!

I dont think ive ever been as sad as am today (apart from when grandma died of smoking). 

Even the weather and the Tiger our cat is sad. Tiger is now under my bed. I don't think she likes the hobbit.

Have to go

x Maddy